Back in the day

Arizona, when i think of AZ i think of my childhood; running rampant up and down the street with my best friend, living as though i had nothing to lose, making everything as messy as i could just so i could dive into it whether it was a mudpile or a bunch of leggos. Arizona is where i still refer to as home sometimes, those memories are those of 'back in the day, when i was carefree and had my friends around whom i had known forever', those are thoughts of 'when life was good'. sadly enough thats often what i think, but it's been a personal struggle for me to look at what i have now and think it's just as good as what i once had, it's not like things suck for me, i enjoy everything i have, but when i compare it to AZ there's one thing that i dont have any more, and thats a friend that i grew up with, a friend that knows everything about me and vice versa. but that's been my struggle since i moved to MT, to be able to enjoy everything that i have as much as i enjoyed what i had in arizona. and that should be everyone's goal, to enjoy everything they have at the moment to the fullest